As of tomorrow there is two days until Christmas. Yet I still have no christmas "spirit." I put up my Christmas tree, decorated it the works. But still....it doesn't feel like Christmas is in two weeks. I have had egg nog....watched elf....decorated the store and my house. I feel like i shut down. It seems like someone has pressed my off button. I've been so melancholy these past weeks and I can't say i don't know why I do....but it would be nice to have Christmas spirit...maybe?
Anyway...so today I got to take pictures for Photography in Old Columbia. It was pretty fun...Brian was my model and...he suprised me. he is one of the easiest people to photograph. That made my life so much easier. i went through two roles..if I had more i probabaly would have gone through those too. the light really worked with me right until the last few shots, but I think I got the shots I need. I miss hanging out with him...though there is still an uncomfortable distance between us...
I'm so ready for news years! After that I plan on changing up my life a little bit. i think I'll be a little more carefree with my social life, but work harder on school....that's kind of opposite I know..but that's how I want it to be...I want to dance more too.
Until I feel the need to ramble some more.
All My Love,
Melissa
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