"Of Course She Is"

Well. I thought everything was going rather smoothly. my mom talked to my dad and he has been laying of me for the week. This earlier this morning was rather pleasant, I woke to the sound of the garage door closing...so that means that actually went to church without me. Great! More sleep. Plus maybe they understand that I don't know where I am at spiritually. Then later this morning I over hear my sister tell my stepmom that I am going out to eat with them....and i heard, "Of course she is." It wasn't the loving...well yeah we wouldn't want it any other way...nope. It was the of course she will mooch off us and get a free meal when she can type of thing. After that I decided not to go...Why? Because I am tired of participating with a family who could give a shit about what I can hear them say and what I feel. Now I can't wait to move home. Only a little less than three months and I am outta here! I will take my last final on Thursday and get the HELL outta here. I am not saying that once I get home it will be easy street, but I will be happy to get back into my Routine. I don't think that my dad and I will have much of a relationship after I move, he got his chance when I moved here and he hasn't done anything with it. So it will really suck for him because he is paying for a college education for a daughter he never got to know because of his mistakes.