A better may

It's taken me a long time to get here. More time than I thouhgt. I have almost reach the state of being that I have been wanting for longer than I can remember.

I recieved an apology today. an actual one, not just something over the phone. Something real. It was nice. There is still some resentment and weirdness there, but until I can talk and tell jmes just what i felt, there will always be.

David has been nothing but amazing for the last few months. This apology and series of things changes nothing about how i feel about him. If nothing else, this has helped me love him more. I see how someone can be treated in a relationship, and David treats me better than I could ask for.

Now that he's meeting my parents I can breathe easier and be free. I can't wait for this new part of my life. There is much more. I can feel it.

it's taken me a long time to get here. it is worth the wait.