Amazing time

So...this past month has been quite amazing. Dave has been amazing. He is so loving and caring and many other very good words I don't possibly have the time to mention. I can't believe we been dating for just two months...well two months tomorrow. every time i am around him, I feel happy. Real happiness isn't something I have felt in a really long time. After Ryan i didn't think it was possible. Not that becasue i was sooo happy with him*note sarcasm* He made me feel used and pretty much like the dirt on his shoes. So because Dave has been amazing, it just....so refreshing. He actually cares that i had a bad day, and actually wants me to feel better. yeah, not so much with Ryan. he made me feel even worse on a bad day. i didn't know i could feel so amazing ever becasue I have been so hurt. After ryan and what dumbass james did i was shocked I could feel again. I was so numb for so long. Dave makes me feel love and life, and just everything all over again. I swear I see colors brighter and hear music with more passion tha before. it's amazing how one person can make you feel so insignificant and useless...yet another can make you feel such hope, such happiness. I don't think he knows how amazing he really is. i don't think he knows the changes that he has made in me...but i do. others can see see it too. Then again he didn't see the wreck and the horrible crash my emoitons were. I love him, I never thought I would hear those words come out of my mouth again, but it happened. Thank God...or rather i should thank him.
Until next time.

All My Love,
Melissa