So..wow it's been a crazy year so far. I don't know what quite to do with myself. I have gone through so much emotionally within this year period. last november all I was concerned about was working enough to get everyone I could christmas gifts. Now...I don't have as many people to buy for..it's weird. I have dwindled my friends down to a small few that I actually care about. Belly dancing is one new passion in my life, I love it. i love the people i dance....the whole thing is just amazing! I recently came into contact with a friend that I had lost touch with for over a year. How things hae changed...for both of us. it seems as if we have both matured in diffrent ways. I think that now I am more of myself than I have ever been in my entire life. it's just a shame that it took two major heartbreaks, a loss of something precious, and a complete overhaul on this thing I call my life. To be able to find myself it took a huge crash of everything for things to finally click. The only thing is with this person I just came into contact with has me going tback to my old self and falling into habit. At this point i still am unsure and unable to function normally...hopefully this small slip will help the climb proceed with more vigor.
All My Love,
Melissa
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congrats on the personal growth you've experienced, though it does suck that personal growth always seems to come as a result o fheartache..
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